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We have our whole lives [17 Sep 2005|05:29pm]
[ mood | loved ]

"Are you my baby girl?"
"Because I need you"
"For what?"

I can't sleep without you
Comments: Bisou Moi

Drama Setter [15 Sep 2005|02:43pm]
[ mood | still in love ]

You Are 25 Years Old

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

in other news......

Son Of A Bitch
Comments: Bisou Moi

7 years has gone so fast... [14 Sep 2005|11:44am]
[ mood | scared ]

Tomorrow is not promised

So tell those that you love how you really feel.
Cherish every touch
Remember every word
Keep every scent
Recall every sight
Keep your fear at bay
Take your chance
Be Bold
Give your feelings

Comments: Bisou Moi

I love you... is that okay? [11 Sep 2005|11:47pm]
[ mood | in love ]

Did you tell me that you love me. I thought I heard you whisper it this morning. but maybe that was because it was what i wanted to hear.

I asked you if you loved me. You told me you did, but were you sincere? Or maybe you said it without thinking it through.

You asked how I felt. I played it off like it was a game, I was terrified. Terrified to scare you. Terrified that you don't feel the same.

The truth is that I love you. The truth is that, more than anything, I want you to love me. I want this to be real. I want this to be
Comments: 5 Kisses Bisou Moi

you're burning up inside and no one cares [06 Sep 2005|12:21am]
[ mood | lonely ]

"I'm all your's bebe"
Comments: Bisou Moi

i don't know what to say [02 Sep 2005|01:01pm]
[ mood | confused ]

i never loved you, so i'm sorry that I ever told you so. I've done my best to erase you from my life. No strong feelings towards you are any longer displayed in this journal, i have long since deleted and forgotten your phone number, and i tell no one ((unless i have to)) about you. I am embarrassed, and you are the single biggest regret of my life.

I am sorry that i ever told you that i loved you, for no other reason than the fact that the person whom i truely feel it for will not take it as seriously or as truthfully as i mean it.

Comments: 1 Kiss Bisou Moi

rather waste my time with you [25 Aug 2005|03:31pm]
[ mood | loved ]

B is for boyfriend
Comments: 1 Kiss Bisou Moi

[21 Aug 2005|10:15pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Love is such a strong word, such a strong emotion. I can't be sure if it slipped last night or if I did it subconciously because I wanted you to know. I sit here now and I am almost certain that is what it is: Love. I can't stop thinking about you, I want to be near you always. But when I'm standing before you I am so scared, because your words are sometimes an enigma, and to face your rejection is not acceptable. Oh god I am in a position that I did not want to be in. At the mercy of every word you speak. I will do absolutely anything for you and give up anything for you if you just let me be near you.

I LOVE you
Comments: 3 Kisses Bisou Moi

It feels weird to be home [19 Aug 2005|01:14am]
[ mood | lonely ]

today was a rather boring day. a lonely day. Just lounged around on the couch until it was time to go to work. After work teri and tabby and I went to the drive-in to see Deuce Bigalow and Stealth. We missed a lot of Deuce but what we saw was pretty funny and stealth... well... pretty stupid. After the movies it was off to taco bell where we got hit on by a kid who wouldn't stay in his window~When will I learn to stay away from the late night drive thrus???~ And here I am now, still alone, and exhausted.

I'm really hoping to get a phone call, and the sooner that I go to sleep... the sooner it will come.

Tomorrow is Friday and I can only hope that it brings something wonderful.

Ooh babe you know I like it when you feel on me
Pullin on my waist I'm feelin energy
Gettin' kinda hard to keep ya hands off me
Comments: 1 Kiss Bisou Moi

i'm just speaking what I know so that the world can hear me [16 Aug 2005|11:16am]
[ mood | loved ]

I feel so relieved, and yet so jaded
Comments: 4 Kisses Bisou Moi

i hate it but... [15 Aug 2005|03:45pm]
[ mood | content ]

I guess I'll have to take your word for it
Comments: Bisou Moi

to the clouded town of hell, population 96 [12 Aug 2005|11:35am]
[ mood | excited ]

Those are pretty much the best phone calls ever
Comments: Bisou Moi

Without it all.... [10 Aug 2005|01:30am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I'm not too sure what to say....

Today was a good day. It started off wonderful and I got a few surprises that made it even better. I was so happy. And yet, now I find myself sitting here feeling reminiscent, I feel as if no time has passed, and we never left. But thats what I wanted, wasn't it? for things to at least be as they were? But if I could have anything that I wanted, I would choose to be ignorant. "Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all". Ignorance is bliss, because there is no hurt, there is no pain. Ignorant from the very beginning. But since none of that is it possible, I can only go forward laying my trust in people and assuming the best. Its so depressing to always be worried about the worst that may come out, and so much easier and happier to have a positive outlook.

Comments: Bisou Moi

And in the back of your mind, i know you should be fucking me [05 Aug 2005|02:33am]
[ mood | mischievous ]

Shorty so seductive dancin on me
Its the way that she move that makin me horny
If I wake up next to her in the morning
I'm a turn over and tell her lets do it again
Comments: Bisou Moi

[04 Aug 2005|03:01am]
[ mood | sick ]

These words are my own

From my heart flow

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you

There’s no other way

To better say

I love you, I love you...
Comments: Bisou Moi

looking back on what I wrote earlier.... [01 Aug 2005|11:20am]
[ mood | lazy ]

Fuck yeah I want to go to Warped tour next year. Its ridiculously awesome!

Comments: Bisou Moi

Get some air up in this room girl [01 Aug 2005|09:23am]
[ mood | drained ]

Got my ass kicked all day yesterday. Warped tour was awesome! As far as people went I saw Nielsen, Tommy, Alyssa, Carly, Kevin, Ashley, David, Anthony, Jordan, Drew, Taj, Dan, Carl, Devin, Erin, J.P, Emily, and whoever she was with. Where the fuck were you lol. And as far as bands went I at least saw MXPX, The Suicide Machines, Reggie and the full effect, Left alone, My Chemical Romance, The transplants, Millencolin, Motion City Soundtrack, and the Offspring. We tried to watch Fall Out Boy again but, just like last year, THEY FUCKING SUCKED!! God Damn! I dunno how people can stand to listen to their bull shit. Afterall, everyone loves a band that in the middle of every song to make sure that everyone in the mosh pit is ok. wtf?! but i'm not wasting my time with that anymore. The overall experience was awesome, though. Way too fucking so the fire hose was the best idea that they had.... EVER. and there were way too many fucking people, so I dunno if i'm going to go any more.

I'm only happy when its complicated
Comments: 1 Kiss Bisou Moi

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